~A Picture Of My Favorite Car~

This is short but bitter sweet. This my dear reader's is my dream seat of wheels. Someday I'll get her. This one is on overstock.com for 19,999 not to bad for a 2006. What do you think??? *smiles*. Isn't she a beauty?

Weight Loss Update

I just wanted to let you all know that I have lost 6 pounds now YAY. Three cheers for losing weight!!! One of the technicians at work I was telling her about how much I have lost. That golds has put me on a program of eating every two to three hours so I wont be so hungry come dinner time. Which works by the way. I just have to learn to keep eating that much every day lOl. Anyways I told her that I have 50 pounds to lose by June. She looked at me and said do you even have that much to lose??? I tried not to laugh and thought that was nice of her to say that. All I said was oOoh yea I do. Shes just all hmm okay. That was the high light of my day on Tuesday.

Shots AHHHH!!!!!!

I went into the doctors today to see about getting A shot for my back of some kind of steroids. Come to find out I needed four of them not just one lOl. Two on either side of my spine up in the neck area. They hurt soOo Bad let me tell ya. I just hope the steroids do there stuff and work like there suppose to. When I had my knee shot one time it didn't even hurt because the doc was good with it I guess. People tell me the knee is the worst shot to get. I'm here to tell you that's not true lOl. The neck is the worst spot.

Crazy Sunday Morning Going Out Of My Mind lOl

So my dog woke me up yet again at 1:30am to let him out to go to the bathroom. After that I was just in and out of sleep. So I didn't get much sleep last night. Got up got dressed went to church. I know my church times changed to 9:30am instead of 9am this is how disoriented I was today. I get to church thinking that I am going to be on time because its 9:20am. I go in sit on the couch in the hallway thinking wait what is everyone doing here? why did I just miss sacrament? Its not suppose to start tell 9:30. What's going on here? So I sit there for the whole sacrament. Half way threw I realize that I don't recognize anyone. You think that would of been a clue for me but noOo I just sit there tell the end of sacrament. Then I go by my door where all the computers are because that's where my calling is for extractions. The sign says opens on Sunday 10am tell 2pm. Whats going on its still not open? So then I decide to go up to the releifsociety. I go in there and everyone that I know is there lOl. I go and sit down and they say the prayer and then everyone gets up to leaves lOl. I'm like what the heck is going on here. I go ask one of the releifsociety presidency what time church starts. They look at me kind of weird and says 9:30am but this class is first so come here first next time. It doesn't end here. I start heading for my car outside sit down look at my clock and says 10 30am lOl. I'm thinking of the old schedule leaving right ofter releifsociety. I'm like wait a minute its not time to leave yet. So I sit there for a few seconds out of my mind. So I go back into church and I see a class that has the right people in there. I go in there and enjoy a familiar setting then sacrament started after that but I just went home after that confusing day because I already went to the wrong sacrament earlier. SO that was my crrrazy day for ya...Shakes head. Can't wait tell I get older and really lose my mind that should be fun rolling of eyes ricks.

Good News About Work

Good news about work everyone got a 50 cent raise today so YAY. Every little bit helps when yoru trying to save up for something. Actually everything that I make at work goes towards Golds Gym for right now lOl. So yea it all helps. That's about all nothing to exciting.

One Tree Hill Update On Strick

Everyone I know this is a unusuall request but please pray that One Tree Hill will be off the writters strick by the time I was hopefully going in June. This is not a good thing. With out the writters there will be no show. I am not a happy person right now. I dream about it at night of being an extra for the show. Thats how bad I want it. This is short and sweet well not very sweet but you get the point.

New Goal

I have a new goal in mind for my body. I just discovered that Golds Gym has classes to take that I am pretty sure are for free. So this is my scheduel for what I am going to be doing. Lets just say my nights are going to be changing a little now.

Monday at 9am Wednesday 10am

Step Tone Cycle Muscle Works

Wednesday 5 30pm Monday threw thursday

All Aba Work Out 6pm cycle classes I'm

Guessing thats with a bick

Then I figure as soon as I lose 50 pounds and start feeling more comortable with myself. I"ll start taking the hip hop classes that they have at 8pm and Salsa classes at 7pm.

My trainer is a lady sadly I found out that Blake only does the three for free when you first join. Darn it all lOl. He reminds me of Bob the trainer from the biggest loser. Younger and cuter though. So now my trainer is Kim. She's great. Kim told me that me being in the movie room that they have for an hour is good. I do this one machine for a half hour then the bick for a half hour. But then I told her that I do a tottel body work out every single time I go for a half hour. She said thats not good. She said you dont want to wear yourself out by doing a full body work out every single time that you come. You want to work out say for insteance work out your abs twice a week and your legs once a week. Maybe that's why I am a little tired today I dunno. Hopefully my legs wont kill me tomorrow at work.

My Interview

I had an interview today for working at petsmart pethotel. I think it went okay. It's kind of hard to tell because the guy really didnt have much of a personality to go by lOl. He asked me to tell him a little about myself. I said I have been working at cottonwood for three years and they are phasing out the boarding to just having the place be a hospital. That I am training to be a vet tech assistence but miss the hands on with the animels. He said are you sure you can only work monday threw thursday? I said yes because I am already working weekends at someones ranch. Then he asked me if I have any of my own animels told him that my parents got buddy but he's actually my dog now lOl. Showed him a picture on my phone of what he looks like. Told him that I have a cat as well. They hold up to 400 flippen dogs peoples. I was shocked and a little over whealmed at that number. Then he asked me if he called cottonwood what would they say about me? I said well they have told me that I am the best that they have ever had. He's all what about the attendance. I said that I am there when I need to be. I should of told him that I usually show up a half hour earlier lOl. But forgot oh well. So then he showed me around the place. They actually have a phone so the owners can call and talk to there pets lOl. How silly is that lOl. But thats all that happend we will wait and see now how it goes....

The Scale's AHHH!!!

It's getting kind of frusterating which scale to go by to weigh myself. The one at Golds Gym or the one at home that I have. Good news good news though mine says I have lost five pounds at home. SoOo maybe I should go by that one lOl. Mom says I should just stick to one scale because not every scale you go one is going to say the same thing. I think she might be right on that one *shruges*. Progress is being made though so YAY. I figured that by June I will have lost 10 pounds. Mom says I should lose more like 50 by then lOl. I was just being realistick in how much I can lose in a month at a time. Maybe she's right with that to who knows. Maybe by June I will lose all of my weight. That would be soOo nice becuase then I can go to North Carolina feeling like a new women *smiles*. I will be half my size which is the goal.

My Dream One Tree Hill Update

*sighs* one day it will happen hopefully in June it will happen. I dream about it thats how bad I want it lOl. I don't really do it for the money because its not much to make while doing it. But I just love it so. I wish I can do nothing but extra work for movies. Move to California or travel around the world just doing nothing but being extras for the rest of my life. That would make me a very happy women. *sighs day dreaming of it all as we speak*. I even looked up the weather for Wilmington North Carolina how sad is that lOl. Hear is the link in case you are curiouse of the weather lOl http://weather.yahoo.com/forecast/USNC0760_f.html just keep reading on if your not I understand lOl. I believe June is the best time to go. I'm looking that info up right after I am done with this blog. In June I will have all the money saved up to go for two weeks. I'd love to stay longer but will be going bank rupt after this trip lOl. Except for whats in my checking lOl. Got to still pay for Golds Gym oh wait I"m suppost to be day dreaming here lOl. Sorry didnt mean to lose track of it all. Didnt mean to go into reality. Sighs reality bits sometimes lOl.

Frusterated

I have been in an annoyance of a mood all day today. I think it's because Its an overcast day. That tends to do it sometimes. Pluse I weighed myself at Golds today. Says I gained my three that I thought I lost two days ago grrr. Makes me feel like I want to eat everything I see today but I WoNt. Sighs. Its just so flippen frusterating. I normally dont eat when I am down but its very tempting this time. Been working out almost a month now. I know things just dont happen over night but if feels like its been forever lOl. Just normal feelings I guess when your trying to go threw changes. I'm not going to quit I just hope I have a better day tomorrow.

Weight Lose Diet

I start tomorrow on my new weight lose diet though golds gym trainers dont want to call it a diet they call it a programe lOl. Sounds a lot better then a diet so I'll go with it lOl. Here is my new meal plan just for the fun of it to show ya how seriouse I am about losing weight by december. Though I think I am going to gradually get into things make things normale instead of going low fat on some of these things listed. I'm going to stick with this list for a while to get use to the changes...

~Breakfast~7:00am

Orange
Yogurt
Slice of Bread
Cottege Cheese Low Fat

~Snake~10:00am

Tuna
Apple 1/2

~Lunch~ 12:30pm

2 Slices of turckey
1 Slice of Bread
Cellery how ever many I want YAY jk
Salad Low Fat Dressing Yuck

~Snack~ 3:30pm

1 snack bar
I think I'll add a vetable in there as well

~Dinner~ 6:00-7:00pm

Beans
Carrots only 9
Bread
Fruit

Doctors Visite

I went to the doctors today and they said that they dont see anything to where I would have to have surgery for my back pains that I have been having for the past 10 years now. The doc says the next step he would take is to start getting shots for the inflamtion shruges. Thats all I really understood. Sounds painfull enought lOl. Yicks. So we went a head and scheduled for my first shot to be on the 21st. Wish me luck jk. My mom is going to see dr Rishmen however hes spells it for her apointment she is going to get a second apinion to see what he says because dr tippist said hes one of the best. So thats all thats going on for now.
I burned 530 calories today at golds while watching half of the new Rocky movie. The half that I saw was pretty good. Of course during his training they got to have the theme song from all the other Rocky movies lOl. So that got me pumping on the bick. I put my bick today on leavel 7 and man that was tuff but calories went by faster so that was nice. I weighed myelf at the docs and it says I lost three pounds eh go figure someone elses scale would be different lOl. But I'll go with it lOl. Only 47 more pounds to go lOl. The goal is to lose 50. Little by little. I got some pills at the Golds gym health store lipradorne something like that lOl. But I think its because of those that I lost something so YAY. Anyways thats the progress of my weight lose.